i'm up.. i'm sick..   i'm on the computer and it feels kinda late, but it isn't. it's only effin 11.. twenty something! blah! so.. it's been a year, since.. "stuff" happened, for some reason i can't let that scenario go. i mean, i should just let it go, because it's the past.. and it happened for a reason.. but i don't know.. it's just stuck there.. in my head. i guess it's because it was something big that happened to me.. or maybe it could be because.. i messed something up that was really good in my life. whatever the reason may be i'm kinda glad that situation happened.. why? because then i wouldn't have learned my lesson.. with love, relationships, both friendship and boyfriend/girlfriend wise and all that good stuff.. so uh.. thanks?

anyways.. enough with the past.. so, living in sac isn't that bad. all i really do is go to school and work. i barely have any free time to do anything! ..besides my days off are only during the weekdays so i don't get any weekend fun! boo! but it's all good..

you know.. eating pho and tapioca out here is different.. it sucks!  i miss.. how pho can be hella close to tapioca out in the bay.. i miss how the food is better out at the bay than here! haha.  real talk.

blah. lately i've been having mother effin bastards tailgating me which is all good, because.. i effin brake check their asses! it's fun! especially the "ricers" haha. then they hella drive up next to me.. seeing that i'm a girl.. and they stare.. but once my middle finger is up.. it's over! haha they start hella hating. i have road rage. bad road rage. it's fun though! blah i wish i had a faster car. a hot, riced out car.. haha so i can "rape" the fuck out of it.. and burn everyone.. blah i guess i got this attitude from steven! blah! haha but what can i say.. driving faster than other people is fun! let's race!

so yeah.. school is cool. i guess. blah. work is gay and will always be gay. the end.

mm.. i miss everyone out at the bay area! do you guys miss me?! you better! mother effers!  haha. we'll party.. one day.. and hang one day.. and chill at tapioca altogether one day.. --sigh one day.  but in the meantime.. kit dammit! blah..

i'm done.. now, i'm just going to.. take another shot of nyquil because i'm sick as fuck and i feel like i'm going to barf my internals out! after.. i'm going to put my "spirtited away" movie.. the cartoon.. anime thing that's 2 effin hours long, fall asleep to that shit.. and hopefully wake up the next morning feeling better so i can effin go to work.. i'm thinkin of callin sick.. what do you think? ha! i wish!

egh-- until then.. peeeaaacccee easy!

so.. i promised a more detailed entry.. so here it goes..

on saturday.. i think it was on saturday.. i saw ben and kenny at forever 21, it was hella nice seeing them again! made me miss my friends and everything back at the bay a hell of a lot! it was cool seeing them again..

nothing's really been new up here.. except this past weekend.. i finally went clubbing and hung out with my friends. "at work we're your co-workers, outside of work.. we're your friends.." haha. i miss running away from scary guys at the club who tries to dance with yah. don't they get the picture? when me and my girls go from point a to point f.. why are you still going to keep following! haha. funny.. supposedly this weekend.. we're supposed to hit up the strip club.. i haven't done that in a while either. i miss doing the things i used to do back at the bay.. i really do. everything's so chill here and i don't really like that. i mean it's cool every now and then.. but it's too much! blah! you know i still got love for the bay.. and my friends.. and family.. nothing's really changed..

i talked to donna not to long ago too. i miss her.. it was cool talking to her again.. and we reminiced.. it was cool! ..one day we'll do the things we used to do.. one day. jacqueline called me up.. and we talked for a while.. talkin about how there was hella drama last year... we laughed and just reminiced and i got caught up with her life as well.. damn.. i miss them coffee conversations with both of y'all.. and i miss going to tapioca like almost everyday with everyone else.. but yeah.. i'll visit when i can!

but yeah.. that's all i can think of right now.. what's been up and such.. so when i have a more exciting entry.. i'll post! take care everyone.. (=